The day dreams of a pregnant, crippled lady.

SOOOOOOO.....long story short, I was trying to catch the bus the other night on my way back from Ben's and I tripped on the horribly maintained streets of NYC and rolled my right ankle and severely sprained it. Yeah. I'm talking this shiz is BLUE. my ankle is blue. It's gross. It's not only blue, it is swollen to the point that no formation of an ANKLE can be detected. It simply looks like a continuation of my shin. gross. 

So, now, I am on crutches. 7+ months pregnant, hobbling on crutches. It's quite a sight. OH! did I mention it's raining here in New York....(sigh)

So, I have had plenty of time sitting on my couch to google things that have popped into my head as an expecting mother and figure some stuff out. 

I also just day dream a lot. Day dream sounds so childlike, and juvenile, but I literally just drift...they say a symptom of pregnancy is the inability to focus...yeah...I have been pregnant for YEARS then. I have been thinking a lot of what the bean is gonna look like. I mean, we want he/she (so annoying...everyone KNOWS what it is , but the off chance that Travas actually READS this!) to be healthy and smart and have good teeth...but I am just wondering, who he/she will look like,  what color eyes, etc....

I guess I have narrowed it down for who he/she WON'T look like . 

Now I have a cousin, Amy, who, we kiiiind of look alike , I mean big features etc. not nearly as Italian looking as me...but who would have thought she would have one of the cutest babies I have ever seen. 

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I mean, seriously? You can't BUY babies like that on the black market. SO, I am pretty sure my baby won't look like him....blue eyes? yeah. no. 

I'm pretty sure I can count the United Colors of Bennaton off my list...

So, I dunno. It's just so crazy thinking of all the variables of how a little baby is made and how RANDOMLY all these traits are figured out without any input what so ever from us! It's very powerless. And I like to be in control. I know....SHOCKER!